| Location | New Delhi, India |
| Age | 4 days |
| Cause of Death | Genetic Condition |
| Date of Birth | 01/06/2009 |
| Date of Death | 05/06/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,534 since 11/07/2009 |
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I really miss you my baby! We love u!!
All of us, mummy, papa, dadi, dada, nani, nana, bua, masi...every one who had magic touch of yours misses u!!
I belong to India, i was used to be proud of it but after loosing my child due to non availibility of resources, i just hate being in India..
My son suffered a rare disorder called Urea Cycle Disorder and its so rare that even the medication is not available in poor country like India. The hospitals are not trained on taking care of such disease. They worsened my sons condition. He had an attack of hyperammonimia which means increased Ammonia. It affected his brain, lever, kidney and in the end heart. He was kept on life support system which also failed in the end. My son had a cardiac arrest on the 5th day of his little life. The hospital under took a wrong way of treatment, which in the end failed his body system.
He was an angel, even if he would have survived, we could not have been able to brought him up coz the medication and the diet food for this monster called Urea Cycle Disorder is not available in India. He freed us from all the worries and took all the problem on that tiny body.
Add on to this, Urea cycle disorder is a genetic disease and there are risks in my future pregnancies as well. Generally the genetic diseases are inherited and the families have such history. But this was the first case in our family. So my little angel scarified his life for our future generation as we have come to know about the disease in the 1st pregnancy and will have all the investigations in place to avoid carrier child of the disease.
I didn’t even get to hold him in my hand. I didn’t get to kiss him. I didn’t get to love him. I didn’t get to name him….but my son I will always love u n miss u.
I am really sorry GOD but this is not justice and you will have to send my son back to me by my further pregnancy. And I promise you my son, this time mummy will take care of you and will be with you forever.
Love u son!!
Guardian Angel from heaven so bright,
Watching beside me to lead me aright,
Fold thy wings round me, and guard me with love,
Softly sing songs to me of heaven above.
Amen.
Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
"These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so".
Hoping your family have a happy New Year
With love
Hayden's nannie
HEAVEN XXXXX
HEAVEN IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PLACE WHERE WE PLAY
IT IS WHERE WE ALL BE TOGETHER ONE DAY
YOU WILL HEAR THE CHOIR OF ANGELS SING
SO MUCH HAPPINESS THEY WILL ALWAYS BRING
HEAVEN IS WHERE WE ALWAYS FLY SO FREE
ONE DAY YOU WILL JOIN US AND YOU CAN SEE
THAT WE CAN WATCH DOWN AND SMILE WITH LOVE
HEAVEN IS A PLACE SO FAR AWAY UP ABOVE
BOYOND THE MOON STARS AND SKY SO BLUE
HEAVEN IS WHERE WE CAN BLOW KISSES TO YOU
WHERE THE SUN SHINES FOREVER AND A DAY
HEAVEN IS THE PLACE WHERE DREAMS COME TRUE
IT IS REALLY BEAUTIFUL AND I WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU...
copyrightďż˝ Ros Roberts
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
The little one we longed for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Says that we love you.
Time has taken me from you,
Although not very far.
I'll be watching through the sunshine
And through the brightest star.
I'll be watching all of you,
From the heavens up above.
So take good care of each other
And carry all my love.
If you're ever wondering
If I'm there, here's where you can start.
Take a look inside yourself
Deep within your heart.
I'll always be your baby,
Your child (grandchild), your best friend.
So anytime you need me,
Close your eyes I'm back again.
"For My Unborn Child"
by Marigrace Iodice
I never got to see your face
Or even give you a name
But in my heart, you hold a special place
And for that, I would never be the same
I'll never hear you laugh or cry
Or hold you in my arms tenderly
I'll never know the color of your eyes
But I will still love you endlessly
I never got to hold your hand
I never got to sing you a lullaby
I will never come to understand
Why murderers run free & innocent souls die
I'll always have my suspicions
Why God took you from me
All these unanswered questions
That would burn inside of me
Forever saddened upon this Earth
Crying for you, my unborn child
Never blessed by your birth.
But I'll be here, Unable to smile
You are my shining light in heaven
For One of God's Angels to love
Until I get my wings to descend
She'll take care of you, for me, in Heaven above
You'll be my Guiding Light to Heaven's Gate
Where I'll get to see your Angelic Smile
And even if I never got to see your face
I'll know in an instant that you are my unborn child!
In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
But Jesus called the children to him and said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."
xxxxx
God needed an angel in heaven
When Jesus lived upon the earth so many years ago,
He called the children close to him because he loved them so.....
And with that tenderness of old, that same sweet, gentle way,
He holds your little loved one close within his arms today.....
And you’ll find comfort in your faith that in his home above
The God of little children gives your little one his love....
So think of you little darling lighthearted and happy and free
Playing in God’s promised land where there is joy eternally.
Helen Steiner Rice
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
The tiny rosebud God picked to bloom in Heaven.
The master gardener from heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of Love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
For God in his perfect and all-wise way
Chose this rose for his heavenly bouquet,
And great was the joy of this tiny rose
To be the one our Father chose
To leave earth’s garden
For one on high
where roses bloom always and never die.
So, while you can’t see your precious rose bloom,
You know the great gardener from the upper room
Is watching and tending this wee rose with care,
Tenderly touching each petal so fair.
So think of your darling with the angels above,
Secure and contented and surrounded with love,
And remember God blessed and enriched your lives too,
For in dying your darling brought heaven closer to you.
Helen Steiner Rice

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